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Saturday, June 21, 2008

lol. Hey there. *waves*

I'm back. better than ever.
and I don't know what to write for my re-new post. XD

rawghraaaaa. Past 6 months have been a long grind.. I'm thinking that I will probably have more downtime for myself in the next few months. Moderate obese boys for this batch. That kinda translates in long periods of admin time(Rest time. for those who are not informed of army lingo.)

Been swimming alot. Running alot. Visiting the gym alot.
My push up count per week exceeds more than a 1500 per week.

Being fit is one thing.
Now I have to start my upward curve. My slowslowslow rebuild of my social circle and life. lol.
Gotta admit to myself that ever since I entered the army, I've almost converted into the life of a pilgrim.

*shrug*

These few months have taught me much. The weirdest part is that I've been welcoming the changes for a damned long time. Would have expected a long-ass period of procastination. Knowing my live-and-don't-learn attitude.

Guess my heart knows better for me than my brain.

Incidents in the army. Long conversations with a wise one. Long periods of time staring into space contemplating future.

My future.

A long long time ago, I was a Dota-addicted loser. I flunked my studies. I was unfit.
Now I feel almost renewed. Faster. Stronger. Better. Most importantly, Goal Orientated.

4 Realistic goals I have set for myself:
1) Learn to drive. Finally.
2) Hospi Management at an undetermined Institute. (Probably PSB)
3) Lasik. My Dad's birthday present.
4) Picking up at least two of Rugby, Fencing, Mixed Martial Arts, Kayaking or ahem, Dragon Boating. >.<

Took me long enough to realize a goal-orientated life would be the best.
At least I realized in time.

Last of all, to all the people who stuck with, inspired, matter to me. You know who you are. Thank You. I love all you people. :)

lol. Anyway. My time is almost up here. Gonna head out to meet old comrades.
Been a good re-new update post. haha.

POSTED AT 12:26 PM