| Morningstar |
| Tuesday, January 09, 2007 |
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Maybe age has mellowed me. Or that damned feeling that I am slightly older, and therefore am required to behave slightly more like my age. I shake in defiance. Usually I'd be faster to react to things. Usually my impulsiveness gets the better of me. Usually I'd fuck up so badly, but I comfort myself knowing that my zeal for rushing into the fray is supplanted by a wealth of passion. Now, I tend to think more about things, and react to them. Its weird, you know. I actually read the quote off Azli's old MSN nickname; "Think Fast, Act Slow." and I reacted, over the past few months to this. Maybe it was a pre-mature New Year Resolution. But I like to think of it as a long overdue form of Catharsis. The initial shock of my break-up more than a year ago had caused a surge of impulsiveness in my behaviour. My mind reacted the best way it knew how. - It went with the flow. And close to 4 months back, I decided that enough was enough. Stop The Rot. Ease the Storm in the Teacup. It had been nothing, and it will be nothing. *shrug* I daresay I feel more at peace with myself. The whole angsty teenager appeal had fled me in short notice. I live, I love (this really special girl) and I conquer (mostly in Black & White 2 and Dawn of War, but thats beside the point.) This year, along with the army, promises to be an interesting one. And till the next time, Cheers. :) "My life reads like the classifieds, Pages of whats for sale, whats on the auction block? Attention bidders, its Lot 45, He's got that decent voice, He's got that crooked smile. Hold on, you haven't heard the best yet... He writes good storylines, He's got those honest eyes. So, take him home for just $9.95, he'll sing the songs you like, he'll keep you warm at night(at night)" The Academy Is... - Classifieds POSTED AT 10:42 AM |
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