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Friday, June 24, 2005

Gah. its been a long time hasn't it? *apologises to everyone* been Dota-ing too much.

This week has been a rather turbulent one. IVP Selections were gonna be played. I felt barely in shape. Jonas regrettably hit a magnificient vein of form. and GOD DAMN IT, PUAH LAI PUEH IS FUCKING IRRITATING. oh and i dota-ed. haha.

Where should i start? IVPs? fine.
I Played Powee for the first match. Lost 9-4, 9-3.
I Played Dinnie for the second match. Won 9-0, 9-1.
I Played Jonas for the deciding match. Lost 9-4, 9-2.

The rest of the matches were inconsequential. although i do admit to an immense amount of frustration at my performance. It was deemed as below average by me. and according to Kaze, it was because i was too gan-chiong. which i was. but for the match against Jonas, the build up to it was so fiery, i couldn't help losing my temper when i lost to him. I had to let out the stuff that were bothering me. so i took a run. 3 X 3.2km. + a stadium run of 400m. 10 clicks. and i had let everything out through my feet. weird ainnit?

Now. Puah. Lai. Pueh.

The bugger is bloody irritating. The night before I go for his class, i complete that day's work and his quiz. it was easy. so i went into class with a request. "Mr Puah, i've finish today's work. and i've done the quiz. can i leave at 330 so that i can prepare for my IVP selections today?" He gives the OK.
Clock hits 330. i ask him whether i could leave. He says No. I am required to do Tutorial 3-1 LONG QUESTION. it might have seemed to be alot, but i was thinking, "hmm. fair enough. I AM leaving quite early." so i do the question. When i'm done, he tells me to do question 2. which i also do with slight indignation. At 4 o'clock, he asks me to do Question 3 and said i could leave after that. I argued, saying that he said the same thing for the last 2 questions. He shakes his head and says last one last one. by this time, i'm already swearing like a trooper. But i just carry on anyway. 4.10pm. "Cher. may i leave now?" "No bryan, Do Q4."

I almost gave him a punch.

I sat down on my desk, my year 2 teammates shying away from me. i finish Questions 4,5 and 6. Threw them on to the teacher's table, and stormed off without a word.
I got to squash pissed as hell, and what made it worse was Jonas winning. I guess i'll have to challenge him for the space before the IVPs.

*Takes a deep breath* Rather Angsty Week don't you think?

I'm fine now.
Don't worry.
I'll take that seat back after the exams if thats the last thing i do.

POSTED AT 10:02 PM